God, why did you create so many freaks?

What has this world come to? Am I the only sane single guy living? Yes, I may be alone but I am not lonely! To most it is the same but to me, there is a huge difference! The way to have such peace is to just let go of all despair. Just blow away the nostalgia! I have made peace with all my losses in life! Do whatever you have to do, even mourn if you have to but move forward! I free myself from the rut of regret! I have no fear of tomorrow! The only way, for life is not worth living without, forgiveness, pleasure, beauty, and faith! So today, I forgive everyone who ask for it... Yes, your forgiven!

Today I have nothing to ask from my Creator. Just one question, "God, why did you create so many freaks?"

Where to find an interesting single?

I don't want to be seen as arrogant, not even when I am confident and full of myself... For I never enjoy feeling smug! So I guess I am in need to vent this excess energy, before I get angry with anymore people who are having the same crazy days as me! A time to take my jogging and swimming sessions more seriously! Or should I invest in love? Surely cards, flowers and gifts have helped in expressing my affection, but this extra energy I am feeling needs someone real, a physical presence really soon, perhaps a private session with my new SLR! So I am here thinking, is this the time for the same friends or the old friends or some new friends? So todays question is, where to find an interesting single?

Question is, should I stop seeing her?

Restraining myself is always the hardest of all, as I do not believe in it. However, I can and I do exercise good judgment! Even in the matters of the heart! My heart always rules over my fears! Said all this, one of the girls I am dating is somewhere between what I fear she is and what I am sure she is!
In short, she was not what I had imagined, but she was there, ready, willing and fit for love. Am I to forget the sketch in my head and enjoy? You know what they say, a bird in the hand is worth two in the bush!
In any case what should a man do, in front of a subject of indulgence and when the hormones are well tuned? Go for an all night long?
Nevertheless, I don't want to hate myself in the morning? Truth is, one more step and I am there! Question is, should I stop seeing her?

Don't blame, just take my words for the pain...

Why do we have to fall in love? How many times do I have to tell, don't love me and just be my friend! More than that, stop acting like another victim... Didn't I tell you, never to expect anything from someone like me? If I remember correctly, I never lie, so what more can a man possibly be? Maybe I failed to mention, love always end up in affliction and life is too short for such sufferings... This has being an edifice since I can remember, since man stepped on this earth... So that is how things gonna end... Remember, I don't have any love inside me and not even an ounce of good in me... So I easily walk away... Just get me... Don't blame, just take my words for the pain...