I am holding my breath

I have been thinking... Why? Well tonight, I have nowhere to go, but it's time to call it a day. But why this feeling of wanting? Well, lets trust the natural flow, something always turns up. In the same note, I kind of know what is coming... Restraining myself is always harder, but it is definitely easier than the apologies that I have to make when I let it fly. So I am holding my breath...