Leave me alone...

I am not happy. It is just me, not you, her or them. It is just that right now I am not happy with me... I could do and be a lot better... This feeling is only mine, so don't try to understand me. When I get happy with me, I will be lovable again... So your free to do what you wanna do and leave me alone...

I love my religion!

Just recalled a conversation I had with a Kenyan friend on a coffee break, back in Moscow.
He: "He dude, girls here rock!"
Me: "It doesn't impress me much!"
He: "Don't tell me your drunk!"
Me: "Well, there comes a point when you had enough of something you just don't find it that impressive, let's say I have had my share of girls from this world!!"
He: "Come on man, are you serious?"
Me: "Ever had four girl friends at the same time, with their consent?"
He: "Sound like a dream, have you?"
Me: "Well, I don't know about anyone else, but as for me I need varieties? You can take the animal away from the jungle, but not the jungle from him?"
He: "I agree but how the hell do you do that?"
Me: "I am a Muslim!"
He: "Damn, right, you guys can have four!"
Me: "I love my religion!"

Goodbye!

I hate ego! Yes I hate it... It is not worth it... Some say you can't live without it! It is just plain bullshit... Have you ever tried it? I know many will never understand this even in a life time...
In the quest of many, no matter how much of a party animal the girl you are with is, in the end one just have to fall... I know some try hard to evade, but when you feel it, you just feel it. There is no stopping it and what is the use of denying... After screwing around, one just have to end up in love... Too bad it is never me! It is like the same story again and again, with different actors... How boring can that be?
So this is it, I have had enough... This is pathetic, can't see any light at the end of the tunnel just some lonely hearts... I can't pretend something I don't feel... So I rather be happy in my own skin and I don't want to be labelled as a stone-hearted either!
So no screwing around form now on! Yes, you heard me right and it is me saying it... Stop! Period! Well, the leaf do not desert the tree, it just let itself be carried away by the wind... Goodbye!