Don't play with my blood...

Do you smoke? Yes! Why do you smoke? I like the kick! Did you smoke before? No! Why did you start? Well, I was a bit lonely and wanted to try something new. Can you stop? Yes, of course. Will you stop? Maybe, but for now I am a smoker and I like it. Actually I love it and enjoy it. So why are you asking so many questions? No, I have no plans to stop it, so dear, if you want to be with me just get used to it. Why should I be sorry for doing something I love and enjoy? That is who I am! We all will die one day, so stop giving me that bull shit, I aren't buying it. I don't care what anyone says, smoke is in my blood so don't play with my blood...

Art of "doing nothing" in politics

People of my homeland, when you honor, value and respect a great man beyond the cause of nature, your only option is to become powerless! My fellow people, when the prices of goods and services go high beyond reach, you have to steal!
A great leader can only sustain his power by clearing your minds and filling your hearts, by softening your desires and affirming your decisions! His only option to remain in power is to aid you in forgetting what you have experienced, what you have wanted, and to create chaos among those who oppose!
When no one is willing to play, even the greatest players have no place to show their talents. So apply the art of "doing nothing" in politics and all the dust will settle in the bottle for a much clear picture!

It's all worth it!

I have a friend in Havana, Carlos, who once said that life in Havana rocks! Why? Well, as far as girls are concerned, he is in heaven on earth! Now for the question of Aids and other issues, all he said is, "dude, it's all worth it!"
It never made sense before, I guess some light is on now. If the world is so crazy about the story of Romeo + Juliet, and the fact that they suffered for the sake of love and eventually ended their life in it's name. Rationally speaking it is more worth to suffer for the sake of so many girls than only one!

Is your life worth living?

At some point in life, everyone of us ask the question. What is life? Life is nothing much if not for two things. First is money, which is the fuel that runs the system. Without which you are more or less parked in the garage! Second is love, what make us up and going. We all crave for love from cradle to grave. So what is life? As far as I can agree with, life is nothing! It is the wrong question. Life is just an opportunity! An opportunity to become something. An opportunity to get what you can get out of it. So is your life worth living?

Why the fuck am I blogging this for?

Can't seem to make any rational judgments these days, for I am feeling damn frenetic! Exhausted and tired too! I am bursting out of anger for petty little things, am I overreacting? What is the source of all this anger? What the hell is wrong with me?
I just could not help saying those hurtful words, I admit, I am sorry! Fuck! I wish I stayed clam, but what is said is said! After a long time, I locked myself from people for a raging tantrum! Why the fuck am I blogging this for?

Dear, don't be my lover, just be my friend...

When time flies and you are stubborn enough to experience life on your own, it is time to learn your lessons... With no concern to what others are saying, what your heart is saying and your understanding... I have learned to live life with no hatred, though I have enemies. With no regrets, though I made mistakes. With no madness, though I get pissed. With no tears, though I get sad.
Among all those times spent with others, some worthy memories, some lost in time... Those times enjoyed with silent smiles, friendly exchanges and fun with mutual laughters, are the most valuable... Saddest of all is to admit that I have lost some really dear friends, with some bitter memories. I wonder where did I go wrong?
So dude, don't act like my brother, just be my friend. Dear, don't act like my girlfriend, just be my friend...

Back off, bitch!

Things are a little shaky lately! I wish for no undone, c'est la vie. It is time to hang on! To hang on tough until the nature tune to my wishes... Time to take a break... When the big bad wolf comes knocking on my door, it is time to fuck him to shall him! Why should we get scared of hoofbeats?

Yeah, what you are saying doesn't ring true, dear... So it ain't ringing on my ears! If you can't tell the truth about something so small, how are we gonna deal with the higher stakes? So this is goodbye, don't cry and just be happy! Your days are numbered, so back off, bitch!

See my fake smile until I catch my real smile!

All my colleagues with those envious looks are driving me to my-personality-killing-mood. What they are saying sound harsh to my ears, but all of them are true and intended. Most tasks are way pass the deadline and client's picked today to pin-point them. One of the valuable staff decided to take another tempting offer and officially broke the news. My most depending staff hasn't turn out to work for two days and is out of reach. I love my Mum who is sick. The joy of my life, my sister's daughter, is also sick. The aunt for whom I have a soft spot is in ICU. My little brother and sister are having unexpected drama at home. The most potential girl friend decided to let me know that she started a relationship with another. Personally I am going through a severe headache and a mild chest pain, of which nobody has a clue. Lucky me, today is one of those rare days which I call as 'a bad day'.

Should I start crying? No it's too exhausting, yap, God did not created me to cry! I just about had it, and feels like yelling my heart out on a roof top! No, it is not enough for I am much more spirited, feel like boxing until there is nothing left to feel and think! I can take a bruise with a smile, but a fourth degree sprain is another story! But life goes on, the clock keeps ticking and I am entrusted with the task to focus my eyes on the ball, at least for the next few weeks. If I don't aim for a positive outcome from all this, who else will? I got to start spinning and catch the good momentum.

Does all good things in life has to end? No, it is not the end, just undergoing some major changes! It is heavy on the head and heart, but I love change, so today see my fake smile until I catch my real smile!